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Sakura, Tomoyo and Meiling by ~searchanddestroy
Innocence It was what I once knew before;Innocence by ~searchanddestroy
Before the blood of the lives I took stained me
By the guilt of Destruction.
The sins of Death.
But it was either them. Or me.
The temptation to go back
To loved ones haunt me,
Dodging my every step,
Tempting,
Tempting,
Tempting.
Blame my weak spirit.
My soul consumed by the darkness
Was enfolded by death,
Till every step I took was Death's.
I Smile. I smile, unable to show the true feelings on my face.I Smile. by ~searchanddestroy
Without a hint of sadness, the smile appears.
Without a hint of melancholy, it appears.
Though my eyes cry unseen tears.
I smile, without anyone knowing the true intention.
With no hint of what has transpired affecting me in my smile.
Without a second thought, the conscious effort to smile happens.
Though inside, I'm shattering to pieces.
I smile, unable to keep the silly grin off my face.
Without the cracks showing, straining to keep it all in.
With all my conscious effort.
Only to fail so miserably in the end.
I smile...
The Sea The sea at night chills me,The Sea by ~searchanddestroy
With it's blankness.
A black oily mirror
That seems to draw me into it.
A blankness that has no end.
I am afraid of it.
Afraid that I might lose
Something precious to me
In its stark blankness.
This void that joins with the heavens,
Seamlessly,
As if beckoning me to join its depths;
A depth that has no end to it,
To draw me completely into its cold darkness.
I hesitate, afraid of it, but oh so curious,
Of what its dark coldness would mean.
Would it mean that I would no longer feel
The Pain,
The Anguish,
The Loss?
Yet, would it also mean that I would no longer feel
Warmth, Blessed, Con
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